Back to square one

Starting back at square one has really sucked. I finally started feeling like I was getting healed.

The other day when I went to the hospital I stopped by my unit to see if any of the people I like were working (only one was and she didn't seem keen to chit chat) and I really felt depressed that it was taking so long to get back at the helm.

It was funny that when I was leaving there was the usual "neurology howl" coming from one of the rooms. Made me nostalgic of what I had before. Funny that things like that can make you nostalgic.

I'm off til the 15th nov - hopefully I will be healed enough to start back, even if it isn't full shifts at that time.