A real problem

Ok so I accepted the surgical position - supposed to start at the beginning of December...

But today a paediatric position showed up on the posting board today... and so I applied because it's really where I want to be. Like REALLY REALLY want to be.

But how do I go back on my word if I actually get hired?

I want to work in ICU - but I want to work in a NICU/PICU so having the peds experience would be really really important.

UGH!!!!

I really want an interview. I really want that position.

I guess time will tell - for now I study for my crazy hard exam I have due this week. Wish me luck!