Starting back at square one has really sucked. I finally started feeling like I was getting healed.
The other day when I went to the hospital I stopped by my unit to see if any of the people I like were working (only one was and she didn't seem keen to chit chat) and I really felt depressed that it was taking so long to get back at the helm.
It was funny that when I was leaving there was the usual "neurology howl" coming from one of the rooms. Made me nostalgic of what I had before. Funny that things like that can make you nostalgic.
I'm off til the 15th nov - hopefully I will be healed enough to start back, even if it isn't full shifts at that time.
It's been a long road! I was discriminated when I took my BSN the 1st time so I took a yr off school to think about what to do. During that time, I met & married hubby & he convinced me to go back to school to at least complete my practical nrsg. It was a long journey of distance Ed - completing my LPN to BSN degree in six yrs as I faced so many health challenges. But I made it through!!! Now I'm on the road to being the RN I've always dreamed of being - look at me shine
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